Well as I mentioned, a few weeks ago we found out we were pregnant!   As I am sure most first time parents to be feel, I feel overwhelmed, scared, happy, scared, happy, overwhelmed, proud, wierd, happy, scared, overwhelmed…well you get the idea.   I really am happy for the most part, scared a little less, and overwhelmed all of the time.  I don’t know where the money is going to come from,  I don’t know how we are going to fit in our little home.  I don’t know…I think that is the problem, I don’t know.   I can ask my friends, whom are all in different areas of parenthood,  babies, infants, school kids, college kids, well out of the house kids… but I really am the kind of guy who doesn’t really understand anything until I get my hands on it, wrap my soul around it and dance with it.    I am ready blogs, websites, books, watching videos and I still really just can’t believe it is happening.   Really the only thing I know  is if its a boy his name will be Charlie Ryan (the men in my family are all CRS, I am Charles Richard, Dad is Christopher Robert, Didi was Charles Raymond…), and if its a girl she will be Baileigh Rose (I am not really sure where the name came from but Squish and I like it, its a nice Irish sound, and it reminds us of a Vietnamese bakery near us called Ba Lei, which we always say with a strange Asian accent when we pass).   Anyway,  I plan on putting stuff here about B/C for now, later about Baileigh or Charlie.  I will keep you posted, and don’t ask we don’t want to know before 10/15, B/C’s ETA.